I might fall in love if I stop focusing on the negative

My boy toy (as he likes to be called by me) is sweet and good as anything. But meanwhile I’m very busy. With what? Making lists and updating them of the negative things I see in him. Things he does which might be “negative”, immediately draw up a red flag for me.

I really do think that if I truly come to terms with the fact that any guy I meet is going to have “bad” things about them, I’ll have way stronger attraction towards my beau. He has such important qualities. He is a really hard worker. He is very, very, very, very, very, very (I can’t stop because it feels like it’s not enough) good to me. He likes to communicate about things. He has a very logical and different mind. He’s often able to think about something in the opposite way that I’d think about it.

He wants religion in his life. He makes me laugh. Did I mention he’s good to me?