It's really funny. I try so hard to be real. I'm always asking myself if I'm really being real. But is that real? Maybe if you have to work at being real, that in and of itself is fake.
Actually, it's even worse. Yes, sometimes I'm trying to be real. But sometimes, I'm embarrassed to say, what I'm really trying hard to do is look as if I'm being real. As if I'm being sincere.
Ik. Yes, ik.
Often I just really wanna sound/look like I really mean what I'm saying/doing.
Damn. Why does it have to be that way? I mean, I guess it's better than being mean but it's so not impressive, in my opinion.
I saw a book the other day called something like, "The games we play". It's all about the different social games we play. And I didn't read the book but the idea totally makes sense.
This is the, "No, I really, really do sincerely care!!!" game.
Yeah right.
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