Saturday, June 03, 2006

Writing, loneliness

My aunt keeps walking by the family room, where I'm sitting with my computer. Everytime, she says, Oh, you're still on the computer? I really know how to spend a long time on the computer. I email, chat, check different websites like the weather, I blog and now, I'm back on the dating website.

I can't believe I'm back on. I was so happy to get off of them but now, I was feeling lonely, and so I went back on. Not that this helps remedy the loneliness. I suppose it gives hope of ending it. I do searches for guys. I check who's online. And it doesn't give me much hope. Not much at all! The guys just don't seem to be what I'm looking for.

QE

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