Intensity at its greatest

Yesterday I met a boy online. We chatted and that was fine and normal. Today we spoke on the phone in the early afternoon and then later in the eve.

In the evening we spoke for around 1.5 hours. But it was this totally crazy intense conversation! We were talking a lot about religious and God and believing and how we live. It was so crazy intense. But what made it especially intense was the fact that to a certain extent, we are so on the same wavelength. And I think we are similar intelectually. So what happens is what we can be playing these mind games like crazy! Back and forth, throwing ideas, jokes, subtle comments to each other. Sometimes what one person says is "beyond" the other person but only slightly. Maybe that's only a matter of difference in culture or style of speech or something like that.

Especially in the beginning of the conversation I felt like I just didn't understand him. Did that change as the conversation developed?

And we also have a similar sense of humour. Except that he likes Mr. Bean. Oy!

He seems like a good guy. I was very open about where I am religiously. That I'm questioning things, etc., and he was so cool about it because he wants to be with someone who doesn't take things for granted, like life and stuff.

Of course I'm very nervous about meeting him tomorrow. There was a connection there. He said some things that really attracted me. I wonder if I'll like how he looks.

I said to someone today that I think it's such a nice idea to meet someone who really understands me. She said, what about meeting someone who you really understand? Such a cool idea, to switch it around and not be self absorbed or maybe it's just focusing on the giving part which is also about yourself and it is an extremely positive thing for you but it's not about you.

That so doesn't make sense but I'm sure you get the point.

QE