Monday, May 08, 2006

Isaac

Today I had to be in touch with Isaac about a tax thing. He told me that he would want to meet me before I leave for Canada. I just answered him now telling him that I'm willing to meet him. As I wrote, I'm not sure it's the best thing for us, that we should meet before I leave, but who really knows what's good and what's bad anyway? : ) Isn't it easy to play games with yourself?!

He makes me very sad which in my opinion is a red light. He himself is so down so often (rightfully so, he is going through a very hard time) and I guess it can be depressing.

Also, as I think I wrote already, he really doesn't connect to conventional Jewish religion and that really, really bothers me. I need someone who is open minded towards it.

But you know what? My sister from Toronto called me yesterday. She has this great guy she wanted to set me up with. I told her to first give him my email address so we can email and then decide if we want to meet when I get to Toronto. But he hasn't emailed me yet. Grrr. Isaac is so reliable! But then, suddenly, I'm wondering if maybe he just has the wrong email address...

QE
I'm so tired. Good night.

QE

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