I HATE MY JOB!

I hate my job! What am I gonna do? I will now tell you that I am a nutritionist. I am supposedly good with people. I am supposedly intelligent, sensible, empathetic, sensitive and helpful. AKA, supposedly I help people.

But obviously just being "good" at something doesn't necessarily mean you like it. That I have learned big-time from this job. Actually, I've also learned that from other things I've done in the past.

I think there's something wrong with me. I mean, there must be something I enjoy, no? Also, I'm almost never really convinced I'm good at something. Please don't just to the conclusion that I possibly really do think I'm a good nutritionist. One of the big stresses in my job is that I'm so unsure I'm really helping people. That is why I wrote "supposedly" up above. I'm supposedly good. But I don't feel like I am.

So now I'm thinking of looking for a different type of job. But I'm so scared about doing this!!! I've been checking out job offers online and I have a nervous-break-down every time I think of sending my CV to anyone.

I'm thinking of looking into research work... But the only way I can know if there is anything out there is if I take myself in my hands and send my CV out to people!!!!!!!!!! I MUST DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!

QE