Oh my God. I am so freaked out. I don't know what to do with myself. I am quitting my job and I don't have an idea in hell of what I want to be doing. I say the world is my oyster but that is bull shit because whenever I think or consider any of the ideas I have, up close, I freak out and say to myself, "I can't do it."
I am terrified to try anything new. I'm terrified of the commitment. I'm terrified I'm going to be terrible at it and/or I'm gonna hate it. I'm gonna suffer.
I have this guy waiting for me to tell him if I want to work for him. But at the same time I'm considering going away for a while... How can I take on a job when I don't know what I'm doing with my life? But on the other hand, I hesitate to let this job slip away. It doesn't pay especially well (minimum wage) but it's interesting and a real change from what I've been doing.
I'm seriously freaking out. I don't know what to do... I really don't know what to do.
QE
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