Why must I procrastinate?

I have almost always thought of myself as #1 procrastinator. When I was in therapy for a while, she pointed out to me that everyone has things they'd put off because they so don't enjoy doing them. But I was not and am not convinced. Some people procrastinate more and some less. I'm on the more side.

I was talking to my bil (remember, bro-in-law?) over the weekend and he said I should be budgeting. First of all, that means that I should actually know what goes in and what goes out. Crazy concept, no? So, he said that in order to get an idea of what I normally spend money on, I should look at the last 3 months. No, I can't know everything but it's true that if you look at your bank account and your credit card bills, you can get a pretty accurate idea of what's going on. Even cash, besides cash that I'm given by my parents (a little here and there), any cash withdrawal, you can see in your account. You may not know what you spent it on but you will know you spent it.

But IT'S SO ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who feels like doing that? I mean, I'm curious to know if I could be saving (obviously I can be, the question is where) but it's so hard to do it and it will be so much harder to keep up with it. Man...

I took a siesta and over slept so now I'm too awake and I have to wake up at 7:00am tomorrow morning. Oh my gosh. Well, at least maybe I can do something enjoyable this evening if anyway I'm wide awake.

QE