There have been some updates. But I'm so tired... And for some reason I'm feeling uncomfortable about writing freely anymore. Suddenly I'm paranoid that someone I know is going to find my blog and figure out who I am. And the more I write about specific things that happen, the more a chance there is of this happening.
Though come on! What are the chances? Probably a kadrillion to one.
Anyway, I was just going crazy already, not hearing from mister boy so I wrote him asking what's up and is anything wrong. He said that he was still not sure if he was coming for certain reasons (he told me why). He asked me for my cell phone. I gave it to him but then again emailed him saying I'm feeling annoying and all but the suspense was killing me and I really wanted to know what was happening in the end.
Anyway, today, while I was at work, he called and left me a message that it seems he's gonna be coming over here. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!!!!!
I listened to the message... wondering what he's gonna sound like... You know, I really don't know much about him (obviously - how much do we know about people we meet anyway) but my opinion changed so much from hearing his message.
Truth be told, I really didn't like how he sounded. I mean, his message was totally fine. He told me what his plans are and when he'd want to meet him. Fine. But... I hated his voice.
I FEEL SO BAD!!!!!! See what I'm talking about with this good girl stuff? I mean, get over it! So I didn't like how he sounded. OK. So, I'll meet him. It's fine if I don't end up liking him. And this is all legitimate. Geez...
Queeeeeeen Esther
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