I realized that I'm not being myself. See, I'm always trying to put myself in situations where *finally* I can be myself. *Finally* I won't feel pressured to act a certain part. In this case, I wanted to not feel pressured to act the "good girl" part. But, I realized that instead I'm playing other parts.
1stly I'm trying to keep this as anonymous as possible which means that I keep not writing things that would give away my nationality and/or religion. That isn't working because those are big parts of who I am.
2ndly I often still think to myself, "What would they think if I wrote this or that?" instead of just writing whatever I need to write.
I'm gonna try to be more honest. That's the bottom line. I want to be honest here and if I'm not being honest, this blog is useless for me.
QE
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