Finally I decided I needed to get out. Even though I was out today, I rested in the afternoon and after the groggy feeling, I felt so rested that I needed to get out. Of course the real deciding factor was my checking my email every second to see if lover-boy has written.
Terrible. Absolutely terrible.
It's so hard for me to really accept myself how I am. Like with this, I'm obsessing over the guy. Yes, that is how I am. But, besides obsessing over it, I'm also feeling bad about obsessing over it. I mean, if I'd give myself a break, then I'd only obsess, I wouldn't feel bad about it and then I'd at least be suffering less negative emotions at once.
Woops. Now I'm feeling bad about feeling bad about obsessing. Sick, no?
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