My grandmother just came to visit. I am by no stretch of the imagination over-weight. OK, I could be a tiny bit more firm but if asked my body type, I must say "thin."
Well my grandmother is very proud of her in-shape-ness. Rightfully so. She looks amazing for her age. So, I was moving some clothes out of the closet which will be hers for the next few weeks and she saw a skirt which is especially beautiful. She asked me about it and I told her (I shouldn't have) that it was indeed a beautiful skirt but I bought it even though it was too small on me and so... it's too small on me!
I have been trying to work on just being happy with myself. I shouldn't have to look any different than I do right now in order to like how I look. So, part of this would mean that if something doesn't fit me, get rid of it. I should have done that long ago but sometimes it's hard to. There is so much pressure to be tiny that there is often the on-going hope of fitting into something that is too small.
Anyway, the point is that my grandmother said, so lose some weight. G-d... Is a woman not allowed to have some natural thigh waves? Grrrr.... It is not easy having her live here for so long. I often get annoyed at her.
QE
Thursday, January 12, 2006
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